Wow, I've been slacking. I'm almost as bad as Jade, haha. Which by the way, he has a new post. It's a video that I can't see! It made me happy than sad. Well umm I can't think of anything that happened on Friday so yeah skip that day. Umm Saturday, lets see, I get waken up at 8 in the morning by my dad going, "Hey you wanna go still?"
I flip over, "How long do I have?"
"5 minutes."
"I can't get ready in 5 minutes."
"10?"
"Maybe."
"Maybe?"
"Well I need to straighten my hair."
"Okay, I'll turn your straighter on and have a cigeratte."
I groan and get out of bed. I get dressed, do my hair, do my make-up and brush my hair. Now remember, I'm like walking around as a zombie. I was still asleep. So we drive all the way to some place in the middle of nowhere and get a riding lawnmower from his friend. He had a cool dog. Then we stopped at this small place for breakfast. He said it was my Valentines breakfast so I could get what I wanted. So I got a cinnamon roll and a small stack...I thought it would be small but no it was 2 huge pancakes and I ended up eating half of one. It was big. So yeah we ate then we went to his other friends to look at a fallen tree. Mon called while I was there and we talked for a long time. So eventually we left and headed home 'cos I had to get ready for Mike's party. So we got home and I redid my make-up and that was pretty much it because I mean it was only Mike. So Mon picks me up around 3 and we go to Mike's. It was a fun party surprisingly enough. Well I'll sum up the interesting parts. We got Kyle to strip tease us, then Ben. Ben was much better. I was straddling Mel and she took off my bra then threw it at Mike who preceded with putting it on and stuffing it. Uh a few people got flashed. Oh it's a small world, well like the whole party Elyssa was talking about this like awesome guy named Chis that she had met. After a couple hours it hit me and I was like,
"Hey, Elyssa I want to ask you something about that..."
"Yeah?"
"Does this Chris have blonde hair?"
"No, well brown with blonde tips."
"Close enough. Does he have a dog?"
"...what kind?"
"A huskey?"
"Yeah..."
I gasped. "I know him."
"Now that I think about it, yeaterday he had asked if I knew an Alicia."
"He just asked out of nowhere?"
"Yeah."
Later she had sent him a text about what he thought of her or something. He told her that he didn't feel anything for her. I mean he didn't say it in a mean way but she was like crushed and I tried to comfort her. Yeah it's a small world. Umm what else happened, oh! Yeah Bryan and I talked on the stairs. It was cool. He thinks I need to see someone. Oh and Kyle and Kimmie hooked up. That's all I can remember. So that night I spent the night at Mons. It was nice, we talked and such. The next day we hung out and drove her mom places. We had a very nice and refreshing conversation about religion and life and love and sex and such it was very nice. It was nice that we are still connecting. So that was Sunday. Look I'm caught up! Well almost...It's 11:30...ok so today...it started out bad. I was awoke at like 4:50 by someone getting in the shower...I was like 'what the hell?' I found out later that it was Kathie. So I kinda laid there hoping to go back to bed. When my alarm went off I turned on Aiden and got up to tell Kathie happy birthday. So I did my normal stuff and when I went to put on my necklace, the cage slid off and the pearl rolled down the air vent. I flipped. I got pissed, kicked my bed, yelled, hit the wall, the mirror and myself and when they came and asked what happened I yelled at them and such. I wrote all over myself to get emotions out and then I left for the bus. My anger started to fade and I was shaking. Then I got sad, I cried and then it was the normal blank feeling but I felt unstable. It was nice to feel something though. The anger actually felt really good. Well yeah that went away. The day was pretty normal. Josh wasn't at school, he was sick. So after 4th, I went out to were everyone was and Monica is like,
"Melissa has a story for you!"
I got excited, stories are usually fun. "Yay, what's the story?"
"Z-Man had stood there all lunch talking to people at our table."
"What!?!?! Why was I in class! Why hadn't I skipped!?!?"
That wasn't a nice story. So I went to 5th, that was normal and so was 6th. On the way home, I sat next to Bryan but we didn't talk much. Oh forgot to say that my dad call like right before first to say he got the pearl for me. So I got home didn't do much. I went online and talked to Josh...He was like,
"Guess who sent me a friend request last night"
"...who?"
"Z-Man!"
Oh it confuses me! It totally baffles me. I mean he deleted Josh, why would he send him a friend request? GAHAHA! This just seems so weird. It doesn't make sense. I don't like being baffled! Hmm I talked to Mons and she thought maybe it meant that he likes me and Josh said maybe it means he's gay and likes him. haha so yeah. Later I went to the store with my dad and ran into Mons. Small world. Yeah so we talked. We got cake! Yeah so we get home and like after awhile he has to take Kathie to the hospital for a blood transfusion. Yeah on her birthday, isn't she lucky. My dad and I was talking though and like I don't think they are gonna be together much longer. She's kinda bothering him and he can see she has problems. I just got a pop up saying click here if you want dirty rewards...yeah that's special. So yeah that's an update. I like cake! Oh and AFI had new pictures. Yeah I'm cool like that. Adrian asked me why I haven't had sex with Chris. It was funny. Sophia was next to me and she thought he meant her Chris, too many Chris'. Yeah can't think of anything else...I made a Blaqk Audio banner. http://s78.photobucket.com/albums/j107/DogFan48/Banners%20I%20made/?action=view&current=BlaqkAudiobanner.jpg Yeah it came out a little blurry but still not too bad.
Song: Fiften by Aiden
Random thought: hehe piercings
Mood: Blank but I think I'm tired

"I cant see home now. When I look at the path that I chose and I'll say to you, 'Live Fast Die Young.' We'll stay out on the run"