Finals are over! Wait...Finals are over! Yay. So this day lasted forever! It seemed like it would never end. OH MY GOD! I got to the third floor and Meggs goes, "Here." and hands me a brown paper bag. I asked her what it was but she simply said, "Just look." I opened the bag and saw three beautiful mufins in it. I jumped up and like jumped on her, almost knocking us over. I have been craving muffins since Saturday. Oh my god, I love Megan! She's my hero. I ate one and a half of one. The other one and a half I saved for lunch. Blue berry muffin goodness. It was orgasmiclly good. Sophia lied to me. The Chemistry final was so not easy. His bonus questions were retarded. It had something about 76 and a flag and then the other one was about his middle name. It surprised me though when Mons said she liked my make-up...actually she said it twice! I had my normal black eyeliner, black mascara then on the top lid next to the eyeliner, I did blue sparkly shadow paste stuff in a line then for the rest I did a light purple color. Under my eye and under the eyeliner, I put lightly on this bright purple color. I put a lot of thought into my make-up though it might not look like it. I think she only saw the blue sparkly shadow though. But then again maybe I don't give her enough credit. Well after Chemistry was lunch...it was so early in the morning for lunch, it was crazy. So I had my muffins! So all the people that were there was Josh, Meggs, Mons, Mel, Raquel, Bryan, Steve, Rochelle, Kyle, and this other dude. Kelsey said hi but didn't stay long. Meggs again my hero, reminded me that sophia had this lunch so we went up to see her and see if she could peirce me right there at lunch but she hadn't brought her needles for like the first time in a long time. So I hugged her and said alright. We are suppose to get together this weekend. We made plans for tomorrow but my dad has to take Kathie to the hospital for her surgery so I thought I should see if I could see my mom that day so my dad didn't have to drive me up there on Sunday because he's already going up that way so it wouldn't be out of his way. So I have to see if I can hang out with Sophia on Sunday instead. At lunch, we asked Bryan that if I wasn't in a relationship or tied down or anything if he would have a one night stand with me and he said "I guess."
and I yelled, "Oh I'm not pretty enough for you?"
He like snapped. "I hate girls! They are so sensitive! Everything offends them!"
(On a side note, Kathie won't shut up and leave me alone. I'm such a bitch.)
So we made fun of Bryan for awhile. He would only punch me if I killed someone and still he thinks he would have to use something, he wouldn't be able to use his fist. Steve was like "I would call him a pussy but I probably wouldn't either." Supposly it would be very hard for people to hit me. So that was pretty much lunch. When the bell rang, Steve and I walked together.
He was like, "We should skip."
"I've never skiped in my life."
"We could get coffee or something."
"You want me to skip my class with my lowest grade? I would probably fail the class."
By this time, I was on my floor and he says, "I was kidding."
"Sure," I said sarcastically. Then walked to US History. That class, like everyday was boring but today I was so lucky that I got to stay in there for two hours...oh so lucky me. He read this packet to us then we had these questions we had to answer. When I got to the short answer part, Eddy kept bugging me with doing these half sign things like 'Wow' using the mouth. Then Mon was like "You have paper?" and everytime I tried writing someone said something to me and I was finally like "Can I just finish this sentence?!" Then when I was trying to write Mons started staring at me. I don't like it when people stare at me. I get all smily and can't focus and I get uncomfortable and she knows this. Finally she stopped. When I finished there was still time left in class so I read most of the time and talked with Monica a little bit. After US History, Mons and I walked up to the third floor for ASL. Mons last day in there. We graded papers and talked all period. Nothing all too interesting. I had never left the school as fast as I did today, it was crazy. We were one of the first out of the class room and flew down the stairs. We only stopped to hug Steve then went to the buses and yet Josh still beat me to the bus. We changed classes and he still beat me. The bus ride was pretty boring, no interesting conversations or anything. Got home and just worked on my story. I talked to my mom like an hour ago and she's working tomorrow so I'm gonna see her on Sunday. We might go bowling. So that means I'll see Sophia tomorrow and get pierced, I'm uber excited for this and yes I said uber. I could have said I was tre excited. Hmm I don't know any other cool words. I'm hardcore excited! Haha, best word ever. Well thats the end for today.
Music: A Breath of Sunshine by Scary Kids Scaring Kids
Random thought: Jake is pretty hot as a rogue (See the show Jake 2.0)
Mood: Tired beyond reason

lala, there is nothing to lose. Shouldn't I feel alive? I swear, I tried to be alright to sleep at night, lala