3-2-1....
Here it is, the official Blaqk Audio. Music will follow. 4-on-the-floor beats and sweaty bodies not long after that.

<3 Jade

Pleased to meet me In case you were curious as to what Blaqk Audio is, it is an electronic group/band/duo, featuring Jade Puget and Davey Havok from AFI. Jade programs all the music and Davey is the vocalist.

The music, which the world hasn't heard a single note of yet, runs the gamut of electronic music, from dark to dancy to grinding. There is a full album nearing completion and will most likely be released within the next couple of months.

Yes? Yes.

AHAHAH! In case you can't tell, I'm excited. This means it is finally happening! Blaqk Audio is actually happening. Can't wait for the dark beats, the grinding, the dancing and the sweaty bodies. Only a couple month. I can not wait. So I decided on my Robert Frost poem for english. It's called The Lockless Door, it's pretty. I had a hard time deciding on that one or Reluctance. The Lockless Door was shorter so I chose that one. They were both very beautiful. Oh my Limewire is working! Haha yes, I know it is wonderful. I'm on my downloading spree. Oh I drew a picture, you wanna see? Hmm let's see if I can figure out how to post a picture...still trying...bare with me...lalala...haha I think I did it...let's just wait and see...and then it says page cannot be loaded. Loser computer. I'll try again. Haha how to land a girl, ah I love people. Oh that reminds me, I was talking to this chick and I was reading her journal and she was saying how she went to order a cd and was like, "I want to order an AFI cd." and the guy goes, "How do you spell that." He wasn't kidding. Haha and she was like, "A-F-I." Haha reminds me of the time I said, "I don't know how to spell CPR"...yeah but I quickly recovered by saying, "I meant I don't know how to spell what it stands for." That IS what I meant, I swear. I know how to spell CPR, see C-P-R. Man, did I feel stupid. So Kathie is in the hospital. Her pancris or however it is spell is like swollen. Guess what they think caused it. Drinking! Imagine that. Gah people are stupid. She is stupid. It kind of makes me feel bad that I'm a human. I understand that she was addicted and you can't help that. It's a desease but still. People are...morons. We are a disgrace to all animal kind. Yeah that picture thing didn't work. I'll see if I can upload it to photobucket then upload it to here that way. I'm so computer savey, haha. Oh you wanna hear about Zach having a girlfriend? They are so cute together. Ah the works of a new couple. They were standing so close and he was messing with her necklace and then they did this quick peck and went their sepreate ways to class, it was adorable. I was trying not to notice. It sorta hurt but honestly, I couldn't care less. Remember me saying I gave up on love, I wasn't just saying it. I truely feel like that. I have no urge to be in a relationship. I still think about it but then that thought comes in my mind but then again this might be a think I'm doing to protect myself which just makes me think that I'm never going to find a guy who will want to put up with me and wait for me to deal with that. I mean why would he? It would be so fustrating. I mean it's hard enough for me to even be attracted or even like a guy and if this does happen, it only lasts a short period of time. So I'm find without hurting another person and just watching all my friends be happy. I was thinking last night, which is probably not a good thing and I was thinking how I'm gonna be 18 in September and I've never kissed a boy. How pathetic is that? I'm gonna be like Drew Barrymore in Never Been Kissed. I'm gonna be 30 and never been kissed. Hmm if I could, I would just go meet a guy and makeout with him but I can't. My body won't let me. It freezes. I freeze, it's horrible and if they try, it moves. It's like I have no control. And then I kick myself later for letting it do that. I just realized, that I have these like opinonated thoughts like straight edgeism but like I don't feel it. So do I really feel this way? Do I really hate drug use? Do I really hate animal abuse? Do I really care for the environment? I use to know. I know I use to really care about the environment, I mean I was the one who got everyone to stop littering but then it kinda went away, now I couldn't careless. I remember years ago, thinking of becoming vegetarian. I really wanted to do it but gave up because I thought I wasn't strong enough. Now the thought is back but it's just a thought. I'm worried that it's just a thought, maybe something I'm thinking of to follow a trend or to be like AFI or somthing like that. Is it something I, me, is it something I want to do? Am who I am right now, really who I am? Am how I'm dressing, really how I like to dress? Am how I'm doing my make-up, how I truely want to do it? Am I trying to conform like Monica and Ben think? Some days I really think I am. Maybe I'm trying to get attention. I think that I'm causeing drama and problems just so I can cry, feel bad about myself and tell people so they can feel bad for me. I'm so fake. I don't know who I am anymore. My eyes are tingling and my throat is like closing. I feel the taste of crying coming to my mouth. But I've cried too much. I'm tired of crying every damn day. I feel happy, excited, ecstatic then I go into a dark hole. I'm just tired of all this. I want to be better. I want to know how I feel. I want to know I could actually be in a healthy relationship with a guy. I want to know that I can live without drama and continuous problems in my life. I just want to live.