A brief update on me bacuase I'm too lazy to talk about my whole days...yeasterday was umm all cryey...yes that is cryey. So because of my cryey mood, I didn't feel like writing a post, okay? Honestly I just sat in my room, in the dark and cried and asked myself questions...I thought of writing Meggs a letter/note thing about it but was too lazy and didn't want to turn the light on. Pretty much it was on the lines of "I want to die, nope no feelings of that. I want to live, nope on feelings on that." Pretty much it was a whole lot of no feelings. All I have is thoughts with no emotions attached. It's hard to know which is really what I think of the little voice saying things and doubting things and protecting me by questioning things and hiding things and just making things difficult. So here's a list of new things with me:
~Kathie is home
~My family is just gossip (not new, I guess)
~Jade is funny (again not new)
~I want to dance
~I want to cry
~I told Steve to make friends with Zach
~I miss my old lunch
~Steve and I chatted today
~Ben and I sat in a window on the stairs and chatted
~Luke and I chatted in Health 2 today
~Mons was absent, she now has braces
~I need a shower, I smell
~Ever and a Day is a great song
~So is Catch a Hot One
~I like lists
~My stomach hurts
~I have an awesome bruise on my ear
~Today's assemblywas boring
~I was intoxicated with mint fumes that made my eyes water and got me nausated
~It was not fun
~I'm gonna do a song sign with Sophia
~It will probably be AFI
~I love them
~Though it might be Plain White Tee's
~Fast whispers make the world go round
~See Midnight Sun by AFI
~Tomorrow is Thursday
~I don't like doing dishes
~AFI roxxx my doggie socks off
~I can't find their address!
~How am I expected to write them a letter?
~We have school next Friday...
~I can't go to the Aiden show because of this
~Through I haven't asked...
~My ear kinda hurts
~Next week is valentines day and still never had a boyfriend on the day...
~I love Meggs and her housewife qualities
~Josh and I jumped from a spider on the bus this morning
~I feel fat
~Mike called me fat
~That's all I got