This song is kinda how I've been feeling lately, sorta but like not so suicidal like. I don't know, the beginning just exactly what I've been asking myself a lot lately and the voice part, well I definately know what that's like. Just thought I should share.
3 1/2 by AFI
Why am i this way?
Tell me why?
Why am i this way?
Why?
Open wounds in the palms of my hands,
Festering through infections time.
I feel so faint as my life spills over you.
Back step over glass as I repent.
I fear I cannot prevent myself from spilling your life all over me.
Go! I'm so sick, so sick of myself.
Mother, say you'll pray for me.
I'm so sick, so sick of myself.
I'm premature in my decay.
I'm so sick, so sick of myself.
Mother, say you'll pray for me.
I'm so sick, so sick of myself.
Shards of glass swimming in my eyes.
A small voice in the back of my mind
That's whispering words I never want to hear.
I pray that you won't hesitate,as you watch me degenerate, to reach in my Wounds and extract all of my fear.
Yeah! I'm so sick, so sick of myself.
Mother, say you'll pray for me.
I'm so sick, so sick of myself.
I'm premature in my decay.
I'm so sick, so sick of myself.
Mother, say you'll pray for me.
I'm so sick, so sick of myself.
My suffocation, asphyxiation.
I've been choking on my own blood.
My suffocation, asphyxiation.
I've been choking on my own blood.
I'm so sick, so sick of myself.
Mother, say you'll pray for me.