Do you know why I enjoy writing these? Maybe it's the writer in me but I love the voice. I will reread these and be like, "Wow, you can get the sense of the person." Now I'm not trying to be conceded because I'm not, I'm just saying I love the voice. It's poetic in a sense. Almost everything can be poetic. Possibly it's because I don't hide anything back so the voice seems so true. I don't know but I enjoy it. Why you read it, I'm not sure but I do love reading people's blogs, if they are good. They have to have that voice. This damn song is so fucking good! It always gets stuck in my head, haha. Oh yeah, torn apart at the seams of my dreams, turn to tears. I'm not feeling this situation. Run away, try to find that safe place you can't hide. It's the best place to be when you feeling like me, you all these things I hate revolve around me. Aw beautiful. So I downloaded 18 songs last night, haha. Oh that was All These Things I Hate by Bullet For My Valentine. Here's a list of the songs I downloaded.
~Songs From The Earth by Son of Sam
~A Box Full of Sharp Objects by The Used
~Calling All Cars by Senses Fail
~Hang Em High by A Static Lullaby
~My Curse by Killswitch Engage
~Walk by Pantera
~Our Lady of Sorrows by My Chemical Romance
~All These Things I Hate (Revolve Around Me) by Bullet For My Valentine
~Give it All by Rise Against
~Rolling Balls by AFI
~Prayer Of The Refugee by Rise Against
~Wester by AFI
~A Single Second by AFI
~Sacrifice Theory by AFI
~Smile by AFI
~On the Arrow by AFI
~The Lost Souls by AFI
~Jack the Ripper by AFI

Yeah I was up until 1am downloading. I would have continued but then it was being retarded. Prayer Of The Refugee by Rise Against is a very good song, I love it. Now I have 66 AFI songs. This includes at least one song from every album and EP. I told myself that I can't call myself a fan and say they are my favorite band unless I've heard music from all of their career this includes their high school days. It bothers me to hear those people be like, "Omg I love AFI! Davey is so hot."
"Which album do you like best?"
"Decemeberunderground!"
"Isn't Black Sails awesome?"
"What? Black Sails?"
"Black Sails In The Sunset."
"..."
Gah they only know Decemeberunderground and think Davey is hot. They think it's cool to like them and they call themselves, their "biggest fan." I don't even call myself that and I know quite a deal about the band but I know there are a lot more dedicated fans than me. But don't get me wrong I would competely go on roadtrips to se them and like travel with them like some fans do but the truth of the matter is, I can't. I'm in high school and I don't have the transportion. I don't have every album, I don't have tons of AFI merch. Fact of the matter, really is I'm not that big of a fan. For you I'll swallow the ocean. I still haven't decided on my Davey make-up for thursday BUT I might be dying my hair with Mike, he's being Dani Filth. Don't you just love how I jump from one topic to the next? Yes but I haven't decided. Maybe pink but I don't know, I want to make sure I really copy it, not half ass it. Wow this is a very pretty song...wow...like really, wow. Jack the Ripper by AFI. Sad that the prettiest song is about a killer. Hmm maybe this means I can finally wear the green shadow I have. A bright color shall be fun. Hmm green and yellow, hmm that would be fun. I'm gonna borrow black jeans from Erica so I have that done. I haven't decided on the shirt yet, that's a little hard. Davey has some of the most interesting clothes like his big pink fuzzy coat. Ah Davey and his fuzzy things. Still seeing if I can find some fake lashes and some gaudy rings. But really, I'm gonna have fun with this. Things like this get me excited. Erica said my poetry inspired her and that they were really good. It made me feel good. Oh and some guy said he liked my teeth but then again he was high so I don't know if he meant it. DXH Roxx! <3 Jade! Haha, unless you read Jade and Davey's blogs then that probably didn't mean much to you. While we were watching our song signs this guy was like yelling emo at Sophia's and mine. I was an example of what not to do, made me laugh. I had forgotten to roll up my sleeves and I didn't know the song. I should probably call my dad and see if I can go to the store with Mike to buy dye. I don't think I'll buy anything but who knows. I don't have much money left after buying I Heard A Voice. Which I have wrote down the time signatures for the parts I find really cute. I'm cold. Nobody was at school today, it was so empty. Everybody I have told about thursday have been, "You're dressing as a guy?" It makes me laugh, yes I am. Hmm I can wear my chain too well only one of them and it has to be the thin one because he wears one thin one. It's sad that I know his outfits that well. Haha I read a review on AFI and Rolling Stone said AFI wore and I qoute, "pancake make-up." Oh my god, I laughed so hard. I guess I wear pancake make-up too sense I've copied Davey's make-up a couple times...well okay more than a couple. Ross sent me an email, it freaked me out. He told me that Audioslave had broken up and he hoped that the song he was sending would make me feel better. It surprised me. I had 6 hands petting my face today. It was supposely really soft. Haha then Sarah claimed my neck and right boob, they have her name on them. Yeah, I'm calling my dad. Oooo Rent song. La Vie Boheme! That was weird, the phone like twiged out. Twiggy! Yes like the model. Damn girl set the trend of girls being skinny. Ah alas it was going to happen eventually. Than Eden sank to grief. Pretty line from a Robert Frost poem. His poems are all about death, its funny. Ah Mike's on his way.