Aw, high school drama. It makes life so interesting and stressful. Here's a conversation I had with Adrain:

dumbA55guy: hey
dumbA55guy: are you busy?
DogFan48: hi
dumbA55guy: do u know steve munber?
dumbA55guy: ??
DogFan48: No I don't
dumbA55guy: number*
DogFan48: why?
dumbA55guy: FUCK
dumbA55guy: god damn it
DogFan48: why do you need it?
dumbA55guy: cause ppl r sayign nicole is with him
dumbA55guy: ad i need to talk to her
dumbA55guy: and her mom wantsme to find er
DogFan48: oh hmm kelesy lewis has his number
DogFan48: I have is old number
dumbA55guy: omg alicia
dumbA55guy: im so scared right now
dumbA55guy: nicle has neer lied to me b4and she did tday
DogFan48: What she lie about?
DogFan48: I'll see if I can get the number
dumbA55guy: i got to school and we were goingto stay after school today and i talked to her right after school she told me that she had to much hw to do so tay after and then i caleld her house and she hasnt been home yet and her friends r tellign me shes with steve
DogFan48: hmm ok, I'm gonna get the number for ya
dumbA55guy: im not calling lolcan u?
DogFan48: ...yeah I can
dumbA55guy: and im so scared u dont evenknow
DogFan48: It's okay
DogFan48: I'll find out if she's with him or not
dumbA55guy: ok
DogFan48: ok I have steves number
dumbA55guy: who u get it from lol?
dumbA55guy: ok can u cal PLZ
DogFan48: I got it from Lewis
DogFan48: I'm calling now
dumbA55guy: oh
dumbA55guy: kk thabnk
DogFan48: yeah
DogFan48: I called and its his dads cell and dad said Steve was at home and that he will be home in an hour so I wont know if steve is with nichole or not until Steve's dad gets home
dumbA55guy: fucking a
dumbA55guy: im so scared
DogFan48: I'm sure she's okay
DogFan48: the moment I know, I'll tell you
dumbA55guy: mi not
dumbA55guy: ok
dumbA55guy: i think she cheating n me now
DogFan48: with Steve?
dumbA55guy: yeah
dumbA55guy: or with somebody
dumbA55guy: cause she told me she was with him the other day sad he said he like somebodybut she said he wouldnt tell her and now shes fuckign missing with him
DogFan48: Steve knows you two are dating, I know him and he wouldn't do anything with her
dumbA55guy: welli dont trust ANY guy with her
dumbA55guy: why would she lie to me then?
DogFan48: Hmm I don't know
dumbA55guy: yuee
dumbA55guy: you see*
dumbA55guy: alica
dumbA55guy: :'(
DogFan48: I'm sorry
DogFan48: Maybe she has a good reason
dumbA55guy: omg im literally freakign out
dumbA55guy: i dunno what would be soo good to lie about
DogFan48: Maybe something happened after she talked to you
dumbA55guy: like?
dumbA55guy: she would have called me or SOMEBODY
dumbA55guy: i dont know what to do
DogFan48: I think all we can do is wait
dumbA55guy: i cant wait
dumbA55guy: god im gunna do something fuckign stupid sooner or later i know it
DogFan48: Please don't
DogFan48: It will be alright, we just have to wait
dumbA55guy: omg
dumbA55guy: this isnt even cool
dumbA55guy: its not that easy
dumbA55guy: shes cheating on me i kno it
DogFan48: I can't see her doing that
dumbA55guy: i cant see her lying to me
dumbA55guy: honestly she better have a good reasonor im just gunna break up with her
dumbA55guy: im take take it
dumbA55guy: its all my fault
DogFan48: It's not your fault
DogFan48: she controls her actions
DogFan48: Son't blame yourself
DogFan48: Don't*
dumbA55guy: yeah its myafault
dumbA55guy: i ased her if something was wrong and she said no
dumbA55guy: but i knew something was wrong
DogFan48: We all make mistakes
dumbA55guy: but stil
dumbA55guy:
dumbA55guy: i should havae known something was wrong
dumbA55guy: andi shouldnt have left her
dumbA55guy: there lots of reasons i can think of why somehting would be wrong and its all my fault
dumbA55guy: shes home
DogFan48: I just got a comment from Erica...
DogFan48: You got a call?
dumbA55guy: yea
DogFan48: where was she?
dumbA55guy: "walking home"
DogFan48: thats a long walk...
dumbA55guy: seriously
DogFan48: Steve is at her house
dumbA55guy: no
DogFan48: thats why Erica just told me
DogFan48: what*
dumbA55guy: WTF
dumbA55guy: wtf
dumbA55guy: now shes telling me she wasntwith him
dumbA55guy: but for like 10 min
dumbA55guy: thts it
DogFan48: It could be true, I don't know. Why did she take such a long walk?
dumbA55guy: she felt like it
DogFan48: hmm
DogFan48: Ok I just got a message from Erica
dumbA55guy: k
DogFan48: Its loading, one sec
DogFan48: She was with him
dumbA55guy: for how long
DogFan48: I don't know, But she said "nevermind, she WAS with him."
DogFan48: "never mind she WAS with him.
then she came home i didnt go home so i guess hes not. never mind."
dumbA55guy: ok
dumbA55guy: i dunno what to do
DogFan48: Well Steve is still gonna call me later so he should be able to give me more details
DogFan48: "at the park with a whole bunch of peple. then came home... "
dumbA55guy: who said that?
DogFan48: Erica
dumbA55guy: thats where she is?
DogFan48: Huh? Nicole was at the park
dumbA55guy: nicole was at the park with steve and a bunch of ppl
DogFan48: yeah
dumbA55guy: ill brb
DogFan48: ok
dumbA55guy signed off at 6:43 PM

Yeah I was trying to help him feel better but the signs sorta seemed like that she was/and/or cheating on him. Steve still hasn't called me so I don't know. It was odd talking to his dad though...Well we'll see if anything changes....
Tonight...in a half a hour, Taste of Choas starts...sad...maybe I'll listen to some of the bands...Today, well what I remember wasn't all that interesting. When I got home, I made some signs for Joey. You can see them here, http://s78.photobucket.com/albums/j107/DogFan48/Me/For%20Joey/
It was fun. Maybe I'll make signs more often. In English today, our teacher left and we got a sub. Meggs and I talked pretty much all period. Oh dang I have a lot of homework tonight...I love you megan! Haha...umm Third period, I had a test...health, I had some Fitness Test things to do and have a test tomorrow. Uh 5th...just graded things. In math, it was amazing, we did our work! On the bus Josh was telling me about how he sees guys checking Mons and Mel out all the time. It's funny 'cos I do it all the time but no one really notices...or at least says anything. Like at lunch, Josh was talking to me and I was looking right past him at Zach walking by. I was listening and then Josh goes,
"Are you looking at Zach?"
My eyes snap back to him and reply, "No."
He turns to look himself. He tells me later that he hadn't seen him so wasn't sure if I had lied or not. I told him I lied. Its like I have a radar, I know when he's around. Something about him just fasninates the hell out of me. My attractiveness to him is fading but I just like obessing and he still fasninates me. There are just people who fasninate me. Even if I'm not attracted to them, they will fasninate the living day lights out of me. Steve fasninated me. This guy in my health class kinda fasninates me. This Robbie kid in my math class kinda fasninates me. Girls sometimes do too but it's usually guys. Another odd thing about me, I'm attracted to smells like Mike smells good a lot and Josh can smell really good someimes...I kinda smell people and I feel extremely weird for doing this but...I smelt Zach...we were like really close like I mean close and well I sorta kinda leaned in and sniffed...I'm crazy. He didn't have a smell. It made me sad. If he would have smelt good...oh my god, I would have been in a daze. Good smelling guys have a weird affect on me, it's kinda like I'm like drawn to them and like want to jump them but like froze but not and light as air. It's a crazy feeling. And I think I'm crazy...I've noticed that in our group, there's a lot of people who like s&m. Ben does, Mike likes to be bit and probably more, Mons wouldn't mind tying Ben up, Mel kinda has that feel too. I've haven't really been open but I'm into it too like I like to be bit...it felt good when Mike showed me but I also wondered and thought to be bit would feel good for awhile now but was sorta ashamed and one of my fantasies is to be tied up. I'm a freak...
Well now that I have like shared some deep things about myself...
Music: I Want to be Buried in Your Backyard by Nightmare of You
Random thought: Why hasn't Steve called me?
Mood: Blah

I Want to be Buried in Your Backyard by Nightmare of You
The streets are all violent with murderous excitement
The hunter and the prey are dancing everyday that waltzing jibberish
Where intake becomes outlandish
I'm in a bad way every passing day
"So where do do we go from here"
I'll say you're a shinging star, you'd do great in LA
And i keep fixing every habit that i break
Oh, megan, is this thing of ours still on?
For i haven't slept a wink since you've been gone
Now i want to be buried in your backyard
And when the flowers grow,
Just know you're still in my heart.
A flash of dark interest steers us into a car crash
Uniting our remains,
A firey hurray our hands touch unnoticed
Pressed up against melting glass
And you're calling out my name as the air escapes.
"So where do do we go from here"
I'll say you're a shinging star, you'd do great in LA
And i keep fixing every habit that i break
Oh, megan, is this thing of ours still on?
For i haven't slept a wink since you've been gone
Now i want to be buried in your backyard
And when the flowers grow,
Just know you're still in my heart.