Oh my god, my eyes are watering and I’m breathing hard. I just coughed extremely hard for what seemed like a lifetime but was only a few minutes. It came from deep in my chest and was so rough and painful that I could hardly breath. I think it has stopped, well for now at least…

I damn them to hell. I swear. I just had the best ham ever and I damn them for it. Even the smell of it cooking was making my mouth water, the smell of cooking rotting flesh of a helpless pig that was raised in it’s own filth and feed unnatural things to only be bred just to die to be our food. When I first thought I wanted to become vegetarian I knew it would be hard, that I would want it but then I lost all craving for meat and haven’t had any for some time and now I have the memory of the taste I will be missing. I truly damn them.

Ah the blind faith people put in religion. I’m reading Blood of the Fold, the 3rd book in the Sword of Truth series and I’m just laughing at the faith and dedication to what they think they are doing for their Creator. Like the Blood of the Fold for example, they think that magic is evil and the work of the Keeper, yet they use the very thing they think is evil to stop it. They think that their beloved Creator wants them to go out and kill innocent people who supposedly process the touch of the Keeper whether they have proof the person has magic or not. Take Tobias Brogan, the leader of the Blood of the Fold, his persistent foolishness through wanting to fulfilling the Creator’s wishes makes me laugh the most but then again I know the truth. He, like his sister who travels with him, I believe has the gift but that has not been stated and proven true, yet. He thinks he has been graced with having the creator appear to him in his dreams. I on the hand am almost positive it is the Dream Walker, which only gives me more reason to believe Brogan has the gift. Now what makes this funny? Well Brogan is with Morswith right now and he thinks this is wrong but yet because they say the Dream Walker sent them, he thinks they are beings from the Creator. He even tells his sister this, "The things he tells me are becoming more and more unsound." Brogan means the Creator talking in his dreams. When his sister is confused he says this, "Lunetta, I believe there is trouble. I believe the Creator is going insane." When I read that, I laughed. The Creator, an almighty god, going insane? How can he still believe that he is doing the Creator’s work? Ah but he is only breaking the wizard’s first rule and well I guess the second rule too.

Haha, I’m such a book nerd.

Blaqk Audio has a new blog and I have yet to see it. I shall sneak online tonight and see if I can read it. I have no idea when I’ll be able to post this because I’m not really allowed on. I would do it at school but my blog is blocked. I also have 12 unread message because I can’t go on and reply to them. I can answer some at school but like the buzznet and myspace ones, I can’t because they are blocked and I’m sure I have Vampire Freaks messages too but that is also blocked. I’m slowly dying of boredom.

Well I guess I will be posting this today. I was given permission to go on…