Damn, I really should wish for things more often. Why have I not accepted that I have some sort of ablitlity here. I swear it's crazy. I was complaining to Josh about how the day sorta sucked and I wished that I could go home, turn my music all the way up and that Kathie wasn't home. I also was like I just hope Mons in a good mood. I was worried we might get in a fight and was scared shitless to call her but I knew I had to. Well she called me on the bus and I felt my phone vibrate but it was the voicemail. I swear my phone hates Monica, it never rings when she calls. Well when I saw this I shouted, "Crap, fuck, shit!" People kinda looked at me. I also said it again when I heard that it was Monica who left me the voice message. She had left because they had found the car and her mom was at the school. Well yeah then I got home to find no one home! I was like sweet! Yeah it made me happy. I really need to embrace my power more often. Now I just need to figure out how to actually control it. And then that would be amazing.
After lunch, it was just Steve and I and I hugged him.
"How are you?"
"Fine, you?" I reply.
"What's wrong?"
I laughed. "You're the only one that noticed. I gave up on telling people whats wrong because when I do, I'm being "emo" and doing it for attention."
So I told him about my grandma and about my deepest fear about myself being true. I dunno. Whatever. The day was boring. I had 3 tests, chemisty which I totally aced, health which was very easy and then a math one which I think I did well on. Oh! I have to send a picture of Jade's butt to Sarah! I have found other people who think Zach's butt is cute and I didn't bring the topic up, thank very much. This chick Amanda brought it up. And then I had Sophia look and she agreed. Then I was talking to Sarah and it came up and so I showed her today though she said she couldn't say for sure if it was cute or not because she wasn't into the whole pants half way off the butt. It had to be fully contained for her to tell. Those were her words by the way. So I had mentioned that Jade had a nice butt too so I just have to show her, duh. Oh the other guy I think is hot, I was at my locker this morning and like he was leaning against this door and I was like leaning half into my locker and Josh goes,
"What are you doing? Crawling in your locker?"
"No, I'm trying to look through someone's legs to see someone!"
"You want me to kill her?" (I.E. He's talking about Zach's girlfriend. He thought that was who I was looking at.)
"No! Not him. This one has a girlfriend anyway."
"Oh he's in my biology class. Same with his girlfriend and zach girlfriend." I wanted to pound my head into a wall. "She sits in front of me and Zach's girlfriend sits next to me, you want me to kill them?"
"No! They are cute together. Leave them alone, they are happy."
"I could kill them both then you would have a choice."
I just laughed. That was the only fairly interesting things I can remember...