So about a week ago, I had this dream:

Okay so it was during a zombie apocalypse and kinda the end of the world. We were at this house and it was sunny outside. A few of us were in the kitchen and the rest was outside. Tom was outside. Someone walks up to me with this tape and something else. I think it wa a note or something but I can't remember. They pointed outside to Tom and said it was from him. He started telling me like instructions but I was irrated that Tom was doing something like this so I waved off what the guy was saying and walked away to see what was on the tape. I get to this room and watch the tape. It was a slideshow of pictures. The first was of Tom and Ben smiling and I can't remember the others but the last one was a small video of Tom and me. He had his arm around me and then suddenly he kissed me and I was so happy in the video. The dream me got all sad at the memory. I never looked at the note but I think it was the song he wrote for me that he lost before he could show me. Then I woke up.

So Monica and I think it's that I miss the feeling of being with someone with it being close to Valentine's Day and all because I don't have feelings for Tom anymore. It was a really odd dream and I don't like the thought of him being back in my head. Then the night of Valentine's Day I had this dream:

I was dating this older guy that was in the same band as Tom. My boyfriend was sitting on the bed doing something and we were talking when Tom and the rest of the band comes in. My boyfriend asks me if I want to finish making the food we were making so we get up and hold hand for a bit but not the whole way. Then somehow I get to the kitchen before him so I start making it before him. He soon walks in and helps. We talk and have fun but not affectionate.

Then I woke up and had a friend request on facebook from Tom. It freaked me out. Gah, stupid mind. I want him out of my head. The second one, I don't know what it means. I feel as if the the fact that my "boyfriend" and I aren't affectionate is important though I don't know how.

Well anyways, thought I should share lol.