He died at 3.. I wasn't informed until I got off work because my dad wanted to be there to comfort me. I don't think it has fully hit me. I haven't really cried and I seem to be numb. I feel like shit though. My chest hurts and I have a slight headache. I'll probably not go to work tomorrow. I don't want to close again. I have had two shitty closes in a row. I'm just too stressed out for this. I am running off of coffee right now and barely any food. If I eat anything I know I will get a sharp pain in my chest plus I have no appetite. I don't know what I'm going to do.