It has been a lifetime. So I'll give a few updates:

David never told me how he felt about me so I gave up on him. Which I'm glad I did 'cos I found an amazing guy, Tom. I simply adore him and I dare to say I might love him. We have been dating 5 months today :D. I just got back from camping with Tom, Josh, Bryan, Monica and Ben for 3 days. I finally was able to sleep in his arms and it was blissful even though everytime I woke up in the night cold, he had turned away from me, loser. Besides a few drama bits, it was a lot of fun.

A couple weeks ago, Kathie killed herself. She stood on train tracks until a train came... It was a hard couple days. I cried so much. I hadn't ever delt with a suicide and it was extremely hard. I know what its like to want to die so badly...but I never did it...she did. It makes me wonder if she is better or regrets it.

Its been about 2 weeks since I've lost my hearing in my left ear. They aren't completely sure what it is but they think it might be an infection. They have me on a lot of medication for it. They say that it shouldn't be permant but who knows. I'm just tired of my medication's side effects.

Tons of fun stuffs. Oh and I am still at Target :P